What Can I Do?

Maybe i'm not like a person that you want..
But i try to become what you need..

When you sad, i wanna become something that make you smiling again..
When you disappointed about this life, i wanna become something that will tell you a jokes, a lot jokes about this life..
When you feel pain in your heart, i wanna become something that can give you the spirit of this life, so you'll never surrender for this life..
When you feel alone, i wanna become something wich can make you feel warm and not alone at anymore..

This my promises..

Kick Their Asses!!

Just say " FUCK YOUR SELF !! ", if they sworn you..
They like or not, I DON'T CARE..

Lagu Indonesia telah dipenuhi dengan lagu-lagu cengeng, cinta yang terlalu munafik, realigi ( yang semata hanya untuk popularitas doang..) dan banyak omong kosong lainnya..
Genre musik yang tak punya arah dan tujuan..
Yang terkenal sebentar, nangkring di- chart nomer 1 selama 2 minggu, terus hilang..

Tengok lagu Luka Indonesia, tentang kebangsatan negara ini..
Tapi tetap mengajak kita untuk tetap bersatu..

Lagu Lady Rose, sebuah cerita cinta yang kerap ada disekitar kita..
Bukan tentang perselingkuhan maupun pertengkaran..

Lagu Punk Hari Ini, yang menghajar wajah-wajah mereka yang tak tau malu dengan Penampilan mereka dengan Rock 'N Roll abis tapi nyanyi lagu ornag lain..

Disposible Lies, yang menyarankan kita tetap berusaha dan tak bersembunyi selamanya..

ANGKAT GELAS, KITA BERSULANG..
Cheers..

For you..

I'll be always in here for you girl..
No matter how long it takes my time..
No matter that you don't have any respect to me..

I'll stand still be side you to fight your fears, tears, lonelyness, sadness, scare, hurt and anything that makes you looks like different..

I don't know why i can love you..
You're not a beautiful girl, or a girl that have a qualified to become a woman..
There's something in your eyes..

Something that makes you precious in my eyes..

Bangkit dan Percaya

Kubertanya pada bintang ketika ia padam, arti hidup yang kita jalani Kebencian yang takkan pernah mengering
Hilang semua, Tuhan kau ada dimana

Amarah yang tak tertahan, kematian langitpun hitam
Atas nama cinta dan harapan yang tenggelam
Ku kan bangkit, dan percaya...

Oooh, segenggam harapan
Takkan pernah menyerah, terus kubertahan
Sampai ini berakhir, dengarkan hatiku
Kita semua berbeda, tak pernah ku menginjakmu.

Kulihat jelas kepedihan di matamu, jalan gelap lalui bersama
Dan sahabat ia pergi meninggalkan ku
Kan kukenang sampai nafasku berakhir

Gelapnya dosa dunia, matahari akan bersinar
Atas nama cinta dan harapan yang tenggelam
Ku kan bangkit, dan percaya...

A little short story in my life..

She was died..

Now I'm dying too..

Everybody will die..

Death is coming..

Change..

Without i release it..
Now i change..
I did many wrong things..

This is my fault..
But i don't care about it..

I waiting for someone who will hit my head to the wall..
And make me wake up from this nightmares..

Hajar blog ini!!

Apa yang harus aku tulis di-blog ini??
Hanya kebodohan yg menyebalkan..

Hha..
Hajar blog ini!!
Houw yeah..

Tired For This Life..

I'm tired for this life..
But i'm never tired to fighting..
For the things that important for me..

Even i falling down..
Even i have unhealed scar in my heart..

Every pain, i get..
Every sadness..
Every dissapointment that they bring to me..

But, i wont give up and surrender..
That's me..

Gone..

My family, maybe don't know who am i & maybe the worst they don't care 'bout me..
My friends, ignorin' me..
My mind, is goin' to dying..

I haven't someone that i can believe, even myself too..
My tears was stoped out from my eyes & now dryin'..
I can't feel my heart beatin'..
My sickness won't be healed..

What if God call me back to His home..
Maybe no one feel that i am gone..

Fightin' Fo'..

Another battle fo' me, to fightin' fo'..
Now i'm fightin' with all i have..

Never get back, 'till He take my life..

Change that part..

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Yesterday, i knew..
Today, i feel it very hard..
Tomorrow, i'll die..

This my life..
I always late, late, late and late..

Now what can i do..
Dream unrealized thing, oh no..

I'll try, 'till there's no way for me..