For you..

I'll be always in here for you girl..
No matter how long it takes my time..
No matter that you don't have any respect to me..

I'll stand still be side you to fight your fears, tears, lonelyness, sadness, scare, hurt and anything that makes you looks like different..

I don't know why i can love you..
You're not a beautiful girl, or a girl that have a qualified to become a woman..
There's something in your eyes..

Something that makes you precious in my eyes..

Bangkit dan Percaya

Kubertanya pada bintang ketika ia padam, arti hidup yang kita jalani Kebencian yang takkan pernah mengering
Hilang semua, Tuhan kau ada dimana

Amarah yang tak tertahan, kematian langitpun hitam
Atas nama cinta dan harapan yang tenggelam
Ku kan bangkit, dan percaya...

Oooh, segenggam harapan
Takkan pernah menyerah, terus kubertahan
Sampai ini berakhir, dengarkan hatiku
Kita semua berbeda, tak pernah ku menginjakmu.

Kulihat jelas kepedihan di matamu, jalan gelap lalui bersama
Dan sahabat ia pergi meninggalkan ku
Kan kukenang sampai nafasku berakhir

Gelapnya dosa dunia, matahari akan bersinar
Atas nama cinta dan harapan yang tenggelam
Ku kan bangkit, dan percaya...

A little short story in my life..

She was died..

Now I'm dying too..

Everybody will die..

Death is coming..

Change..

Without i release it..
Now i change..
I did many wrong things..

This is my fault..
But i don't care about it..

I waiting for someone who will hit my head to the wall..
And make me wake up from this nightmares..

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Houw yeah..

Tired For This Life..

I'm tired for this life..
But i'm never tired to fighting..
For the things that important for me..

Even i falling down..
Even i have unhealed scar in my heart..

Every pain, i get..
Every sadness..
Every dissapointment that they bring to me..

But, i wont give up and surrender..
That's me..

Gone..

My family, maybe don't know who am i & maybe the worst they don't care 'bout me..
My friends, ignorin' me..
My mind, is goin' to dying..

I haven't someone that i can believe, even myself too..
My tears was stoped out from my eyes & now dryin'..
I can't feel my heart beatin'..
My sickness won't be healed..

What if God call me back to His home..
Maybe no one feel that i am gone..